dam it! guess that i need to go operation for my spine. ZZZZZ.. that totally suk dude. my consultant Dr. Victor Seah suggested me to go for an op, cos thats kind of like the only option for me now.. he told me that he can fix a date on 2april which is on monday.. i'm not totally prepared for it..
so i decided not to have the op for now probably in the near future or wad.. now i'm trying to find another alternative to cure which is accupunture.. just now i went to chong pang for accpunture.. first time went there and the physician told me he is able to cure me.. dunno if thats bullshit or wad? but well thats the only hope i can rely on... had close to 20 needles on me just now.. zzz. one word to describe, ITS FUCKING PAIN!
my dream have been dashed.. its been my dream to be a pilot.. i do not know if i'm able to fullfill it.. tears are rolling down my cheeks while i'm typing now.. seldom see boys cry yea? hais.. who can i seek help from? buddha? jesus? nah.. i'm free thinker.. probably my deceased grandma cos she's the one who took good care of me when i was young.
i just kinda lost hope in life.. everything seems to be pouring down on me..
will a miracle happen pls.. i really do need one.. =(
ytd went down to Ngee Ann Poly wif tom,m2 and jia hui. guess wad we go there for? see our future poly? no la siao. lols. go there to see which model laptop to buy la.. my course requires it. but i think i buy laptop is to play games de lor.. =.=
so when we reach NP we chiong to the convention hall liao la.. tmd so hot. down there got a few brands of laptop. got Acer, Lenova, Apple,Fujitsu. yep this 4 brand only. lols. we went arnd to look all la.. but in the end i decided on buying Acer. tom alrdy bought his laptop le, its Apple. A silver colour one.. Aww~ too bad the model he wants dun have white. the white is SOOOOO NICE LA!! but dirty dam easily.. zzz.
so after looking for a few hours we went to the canteen and eat.. i ate the kaki yong tou fu. its egg at the bottom and chicken on the top. one word to discribe, DELICIOUS!! omg la its dam nice lor.. somemore for $3 only. lmaos. after eating liao jiu go home le.. 1hr to reach home. SIAN..
TODAY!~ my LAPTOP!! want to know i got get my laptop? then continue reading. LOL!! kk today meet tom and m2 at kfc there for our lunch. today without jia hui cos he going wif his parents to pay the laptop.. using installment somemore. =.= lols.
finish eating liao jiu go NP le. sian sia.. the journey abit long leh.. but got PSP JIU SHUANG LE~ LOL. we playing m2's psp all the way la. the time pass so fast sia. haha. so went back to the convention hall and find back the same person. cos he want earn commission ma. LOL~ tt guy look like one of my senior in YFC sia.. except he is taller. lols. but then he told me the model that i want is out of stock!!! WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOO...!!!! I WANT MY LAPTOP~ SIAN LAAA!
bo bian lor.. need wait till second week of april then i can get. is home deilivery de.. lols. arghh..
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just a quick post, today afternoon went to watch mr bean's holiday~ lols. at first miguel say meet 1pm at causeway point then in the end i sms him at 12pm and ask me to meet now. =.= change time also never tell me.. next time u dun organize liao la.. LOL..
kk then the rest there liao so i meet them at the foodcourt.. got many ppl la. about 10? tom,mig,m2,jia wei, jiahui,ed, hai ting, bernice, jasmine. ownself count la.. i just ah ga ah ga.
ate at the foodcourt then chiong to the cinema buy ticket but we still have abt 45mins b4 the movie starts.. so we all go the arcade there and play. very fast time up liao then go watch le. the movie is dam funny la! LOL!! especially when mr bean dancing at the market to get money. LAUGH TILL PENG I TELL U!! HAHAHA. SI BEI FUNNY LA. but if u are like want to read the story lines all these u might want to consider watching. cos mr bean ji tao like whole show never talk at all. hahaha. his movements and the way he act dam stupid and funny la! LOL.
cant imagine he is a professor sia.. omg~ i will rate it 4.5 out 5 for funny la~ dam lame also! lmaos. then during the movie got 3 ppl call me. =.= kena scolded by tom alot times cos he sitting beside me nia. LOL! after movie we slack outside the stairs there and talk cock la. lols. then go the arcade again and play. i play 1game nia~ the battle gear 4.
DAM HARD TO DRIVE OK!! ji tao driving real car! still need step the clutch to change gear. omg~ next time i take driving lisence i fail liao. LOL. after that some continue to watch another movie while the others go north point play battlefield 1942. WOOT~ m2 and me rocks ma~ we 2 take the plane and do dog-fight wif tom,jiahui,ed. we kinda like won them la.
after finish playing liao then go foodcourt eat.. play till dun feel hungry when its abt 9pm liao. lols. after that then jiu go home liao. haha dam tired la.. zz.. then i think wed going to Ngee Ann Poly to buy or book for the laptop. WOOT. =D
kk i shall end here..
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i'm sorry...
hmm ok past few days i have been rotting at home as usual.. lols. doing some of my Ngee Ann stuffs also lor..
back to today, it was friday and so i went back to school for YFC. again? lols. stay at home till sian liao so must come out le.. then in the afteroon actually want to meet tom for lunch de, but i sms him halfway he never reply me liao.. =.=
then bo bian i go find my mei mei jasmine to meet her. lols. since today only she going back for girl guides, so can say she pei wo, wo pei ta? haha. i wait for that tom till i sibei hungry la.. reach school liao quickly go order food. but too bad the fifth store auntie no more rice le so cant order fried rice..zz.. her fried rice dam nice de lor~ *drooling*
then no choice need to eat the second store de food.. last time when i was still schooling, my class keep calling the auntie, "auntie hair." =.= LMAO. cos when she cook food, got hair found inside de.. that was last time la. lols.
then she give me alot of food sia.. one whole big plate for $2. guess wad she said to me? eat finish liao still hungry can come back and take somemore. WOW! LOL! but in the end i cant even finish it lor. lols. really too much le..
then while eating halfway that thomas finally reply me liao.. KNN TAKE SO LONG TO REPLY. LOL. the si jasmine go take my hp and reply him with those rou ma de hua. (romantic words.) LOLS! eg like i miss u lots, tonight i will be waiting for your call, i give u a kiss if u reach sch within 10mins all these la. AND DUN FORGET SHE IS USING MY PHONE!
thomas reply was like huh? wtf u talking about?! i'm not G Y A. GAY! wa piang tt time really dam funny la! kept laughing till siao. lols. then after tt m2,tom and me went to field see the sec 1 fly. =.= boring. LOL. tt time my xin dam itchy, so i went down to rifle range and took russell's plane to fly. lols!
then when going down right, waa~ the girl guides sibei CLEVER sia!! pitch the outdoor cooking stuffs right outside our range. =.= then all the smoke go inside.. LI HAI LI HAI~ lols. yep so i went to fly at the netball court.. guess wad?
tt zulfadhli came to me and kpkb say wad no outdoor flying is allowed. still say if i fly again he gona kick me out of yfc and call the school security guard bring me out of nvss. WTF? he think he who sia? tt time i dam dulan him sia, really pissed me off. i also not flying at the field to disturb yr flying session. but i clever la, call mr tan help me. =) he very good to my batch one. so yea in the end he let me fly in the field. long story anyway.
then after yfc go to LJS and eat. lols. slack there for like 2hrs before going home. haha.
look at the time i blog..
nitez~
elo
watched hana kimi ytd~ last episode le.. lols. although i miss out quite alot la but i still find it quite nice. the story line kinda touching la.. haha. but the ending is like sudden? like any o how end it lor. wtf? i got a feeling like got hana kimi 2 or wad. lols.
then today morning went to POSB wif my mum to do banking stuffs. finally got my atm card.. lols. got a feeling i wont be using also. =.= oh yea i have been confirmed tt i am posted to Ngee Ann Poly Electrical Engineering course. lols. and this course requires me to own a laptop. woots~ lols. then i gona have 1 desktop and 1 laptop liao. muhahaa.. =.=
then after the banking stuffs i go find tom,mig,m2 and jh at north point go DOTA~ LOL.. jia lat la.. next time we all have laptop then during break time all dota. =.= lols. play for abt 2hrs then my dad fetch me go Alexander Hospital for appointment.. waited for close to 1.5hr. zzz.. so long sia.. tmd.
then the doctor say next friday need come back to seek his senior consultant about my condition.. then he say might need to do operation liao.. T.T cos tt time i went for the injection at my spine, it didnt really helps la.. sian la.. kinda scared.. >.<
sry for not updating.. so here i am to update about ytd.. the left one is my old router. see the difference?! SOOO BIG LA~ then after that went to north point with the usual ppl to play DOTA. LOL. ytd the air-con there is sibei cold de lor! like genting sia. =.= regret never bring my jacket go.. then while playing halfway cherina called us cos she ytd also change to MIO.. =.= so qiao. i dunno wad to say her, dunno she stupid or wad.. LOL. cos my router stuffs all these the singtel guy do all for me! shiok. then cherina never go ask. ownself want to do. =.= then while me and m2 trying to explain how to solve the problem is dam funny sia~ LMAO. cherina: yao cha na yi ge tong ah? (which hole to plug in?) m2: yr ethernet got 4 holes sui bian cha yi ge jiu ke yi liao. wilson: aiya kuai dian cha la~ bu yao tai da li hor.. HAHAHA get it? its dirty joke la. m2 and i keep playing wif her.. laugh down there for 5mins sia. LOL. peng! then play DOTA finish liao go foodcourt eat. ate qiu lian ban mian (jasmine's fav food.) haha. then after that go the golden village there buy bubble tea~ the 8 of us all buy milo dinosaur. =.= not bad la but i find it dam sweet sia. drink about 3/4 then throw away liao. lols. then some of them play still not song enough and go the lan shop play CS. only me and mig didnt play. we played PSP. =D then that erwin going army soon liao. wahaha. good luck to u cos u will be treated worst than a dog. LOL. dunno la my bro tell me one. o.O ok below some random pics.. ok thats all~ i'ma now down wif sore throat..
hmm k ytd in the afternoon the singtel guy came to my house and change my plan to MIO, and also a free MIO router la. that router is fuking big lor. zzz.. waste space nia. then the router needs to be on 24/7 cos it works together with the telephone line. o.O so ytd on router till now and i thot it will be dam hot! but to my surprise its a NO! hahaha. just warm warm nia..
see me and xiao tian tian do heart. LOL. eliz gona kill me.. hahaha
mr leong treat us to pizza hut~ woots
4E1 06 RAWKS~
can see my hair highlighted?
NOTE: this will be a super long post~ but pls bear wif me and read. lols. NVSS is the first YFC in Singapore to have their own camp fire! WOOT hui von, jasmine , sheryl , elizabeth, bernice.
okok i'ma just back from my camp. i came back earlier by 1 day. cos my back pain lor.. shall elaborate in the later part. lols.
9 march
first of all, all of us were to meet at the basketball court to mark attendence, and i was already in sch in the afternoon to help out some camp stuffs.
the sec 1,2 and 3. zulfadhli is the over all in charge of camp.
and while the campers are the basketball court playing ice breaker and games, we senior had to go to the rifle range and set up the "haunted house" game. the game rule is to collect the light sticks and write down the codes on the light stick. the person with the fastest timing wins the game. lol.
we set up the rifle range into a maze so that its hard to walk during the dark. bwahaha.
another shot of it..
the code name on the light stick.
blue light stick~
it looked kinda yeerie wif green colour.. anyway most of the light sticks position were changed cos when we off the lights its fuking obvious. lols. too bight le.
with the lights all off and my camera flash on. see how dark it is? scary anot? i stayed here for more than 2hrs. but not me only la~ if not i will chua one lor. got russell,m2,firdaus. we were there to scare them and also for saftey precaution in case some of them are too scared, but my juniors didnt know that there are ppl down there.
this one is wif the back lights on..
thomas in action~ putting more light sticks. lols
these strips were meant to scare them. =D
by the time the whole game ended, it was about 12.40 am liao. wahaha.. its dam stuffy in the rifle range lor.. and very hot also.. zz.. and so ltr i went up to the canteen while there rest some go bathe and some play dota and psp. lols. saw jia wei, jia hui and erwin. then we chat there and we ordered mac! LOL. then when erwin call for the mac, the person say need 1hr then come.. =.= tmd so long.. then i went to bathe first liao. hahas. then after i bathe come down, abt 5mins ltr the mac come liao. not i bathe 1hr hor~ is the mac arrive half hour earlier. lols.
after eat finish liao, the rest( m2,tom,kk,mig) all come canteen chat. cos we decided to ton the night since we have to wake up 5am when we can only slp like 3hours. lol. we all down there talk abt jokes la. 
alex doing homework. LOL jk.
wad ya looking at? lols
then the npcc CI so kao pei sia~ come out and scold us say we make so much noise cos she slping inside the longue. knn la u slp there got air-con kao pei so much for fuk sia. we want air-con also dun have ah. that CI totally suk man~ then very soon 5am liao. we all go wash up and prepare our stuffs liao.
i'ma incharge of the breakfast so while the rest do morning exercise i prepare the breakfast lor.
then the bread and biscuits ran out cos all the junior ate it all.. =.= but nvm! mr tan went to buy roti-prata for us! MUHAHA~ of cos cannot eat at canteen la. ltr the juniors see liao confirm will jealous one. so we go rifle range and eat. lols. after that is the logo design for the shirt lor.. pics below again.
logo designing~
a floorball stick? hmm.. lols.
after the logo design was the tent pitching. only have a pic on the tent when its not open cos i'ma doing something else..
next is area cleaning for the rifle range and i'ma in-charged of it. then one of my junior came to me and say "wilson, i wanna be like u leh just stand down here and give commands only. " =.= u think give commands easy meh? u have to make sure everything is done correctly and on time lor. mayb when u become an IC then u will understand. =)
area cleaning!
since they are all wet now, their next activity is wet activity games~
wet from head to toe. (:
the next activity is the camp fire!! omg i have been waiting for this dam long liao. hahaha~
while awaiting for the juniors to arrive. look at how high our camp fire is.. and u later u will know how tall the flame will be..
arrival of juniors. its gonna start soon!
BOOM! look at how big the fire is. its as tall as me~ LOL. the fire is lighted by mr henry tan our officer in-charge of YFC. 
no idea y the flame is white. mayb my cam flash?
last pic of the day le.. aww.. we did alot of cheers, dances all these la. lols. and the camp fire was close by mdm lee our teacher in-charge. my dad came to sch and pick me up and off i'm heading to home sweet home! lols. =) i really had alot of fun during the camp fire~ if next year there is yfc camp i'ma be the first one to sign up. LOL.8 march today was sheryl's 17th birthday la, guess i said that in my last post already. lols. k so bascially we went to sheryl's house and celebrate her birthday. haha. then we ordered KFC for our dinner~ while eating we were watching HANA KAMI~ haha. so nice lor. the show i mean.. LOL. actually the food also la~ lols.below are some pics at her house~
LAO NIANG and me~ LOL!
Sheryl's birthday cake!
birthday cake~!
lee boon , sheryl , jasmine.
act ke ai? lols.
tahan abit more.. hahaha~ her birthday so bo bian. LOL.
hi-5 to me? LOL.
i only got these few photos cos sheryl go delete the photos in my phone after i send her. =.=finally blog finish liao~ few hours of my hardwork! pls tag me hor~ my tag board so empty.. /sobi'ma go rest liao.. bb
hey~ first of all yesterday is sheryl's 17th birthday~!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHERYL!!! LAO NIANG NI YOU LAO LE YI SHUI!! HAHAHA. NEXT YEAR WATCH M18 MOVIE TOGETHER! MUHAHA.. =.=
kk this will be a short update cos i'm going to NVSS for my YFC camp. bleh~ i just finish packing my bag. LOL. i everytime last min do packing one. so kinda used to it liao. hahaa. i think i stay till saturday night ba.. lols
got to go out soon liao~ bye!
get well soon ruiting. (:
2 march
ok the camp have been confirmed on the 9,10,11 march.. this camp is like so sudden lor.. or
should i say kinda unorganize.. dunno la. lol. i'm asked to go back to help out in the camp, guess it will be a fun camp ba, cos this year sec 1 got 25. WOW! LOL. but i'm glad that u guys choose this cca cos its dam fun la~ but waste alot money. lols
i was kinda surprised when i saw so many juniors in the rifle range lor. haha. they all taking the junior aviation test i think. i still rmb last time i score very high lor! not i hao lian ah~ but really. LOL. i got around 90 plus. woots~
then me and thomas they all were discussing on how to make games lor.. then we discuss for abt 45mins and wrote everything down le.. but our ideas did not use at all. dun ask why. nvm lor i just keep quiet.
next my junior were doing footdrills. hahaha~ i just sit on the table and watch them do. lol. after they finish liao still need do pumping.. below is a pic of it. 
they doing "pumping" dam funny la! i ji tao down there laugh for a few mins non-stop~ LOL. then some do till like having sex like that.. LOL. =.= and yea i got my phone liao. (:
tada~ the box and the phone so nice lor! omg~ 
3 march
abt 10.30 i meet russell and jia wei at khatib mrt cos we going to lavender there to look for RC stuffs. from khatib to there need 1hr sia.. =.= we went to 2 rc shops, one is rotor hobby and the other one is sky hobby. me and russell wanted to buy a plane call mini katana de.. but who knows too ex liao.. the plane alone $169 + battery $90 + motor $90 + esc 90 + servo 30.. ownself go add ba. LOL. quite close to $500 liao. /faint wahaha.
then down there also got sell very big helicopter. abt 2m in lenght ba. lols
see how big this plane is?? lol. its called Mustang P-51D. very famous in world war 2 de. and so in the end russell and me didnt buy la. we decided to save more money and meanwhile practise more on the simulator.
thats all ba~ the next few days nth much to rant about it. lols.
cheers~
okok just a short update.. finally ytd i went to causeway point to get my phone Sony Ericsson K800i. WOOT! so nice lor.. wahahaa.. the camera dam clear sia~ 3.2 mega pixel. comapared to my old Nokia 6260. the nokia one can throw away liao. =X jk. lol.
and yea finally one of my wish list have been fulfilled. (: dunno like how many months then finally get the phone. haha.
later i'm going back to NVSS for the YFC camp meeting liao. so yea..
-tata
